it made me want to fall in love…again.

I miss being in love and going on dates and just that amazing feeling.

It also made me miss Matt because he gave me that feeling all the time and I remembered how amazing he was. I know its been 2 years but those memories def. never fade. 

I want to find a love like that again.

that some people understand how much they can actually hurt someone else.

Feelings, especially mine are hurt every easily! I am not some toy that can be pulled every which way, and talked to only when it is convenient for you…sorry bud my feelings don’t have an on and off switch like yours.

Surround yourselves w people who bring out the good qualities in yourself, that lift you up and make you want to be a better person… Instead of the ones that provoke your flaws and bring you down. We are all beautiful people that deserve to shine!

blackloveisinfinite:

From YourTango.com

Even when you’re crazy about someone, it can often be hard to know if he or she is “right” for you. How do you know you won’t feel differently in a year? Ten years? A lifetime? Deciding if you can commit to someone is a deeply personal determination, and everyone has different criteria. As in any verdict, you have to start by assessing the evidence. With that in mind, YourTango has come up with 15 signs that you’re dating a soul mate. You don’t have to check off all of these points to be sure about someone—but if you can say yes to several, you’ve found someone very special.

1. You tell him things you don’t tell anyone else. We don’t mean blurting something out after you’ve had too much merlot, but the desire to tell him intimate details about your life means you trust him—a major component of successful long-term love.

2. You let her see you in moments of weakness. It’s easy to be happy with someone when you’re feeling good about life. But what about when you’re not doing so well? Do you want to see her when you’ve been denied a raise, or your cat died or you had a plain old bad day? She should be a comfort during tough times, not a burden.

3. You respect him. You don’t want to change the essence of who he is. There may be stuff that irritates you in everyday life—he insists on wearing his favorites, holey T-shirt, he eats sugar cereal for dinner, he still watches Saturday morning cartoons—but you like him, plain and simple.

4. You want him to meet your parents. You feel proud of him and you want to show him off—as opposed to feeling like you have to make excuses for him.

5. You can imagine a future together. You don’t have to practice writing your first name with his last name, but do you periodically let your mind wander to picture a life together? Is it amazing?

6. You’re not afraid to disagree with him. You know that even if you fight, he’ll listen to you and won’t brush you off. He takes you seriously, even when he thinks you’re wrong.

7. You want to work out your major differences. If you do have crucial differences that will impact your future together—different opinions about religion, money or something else—you want to work them out with him, and you believe you can come to a conclusion that will satisfy both of you.

8. You laugh together. Laughter is one of life’s simplest pleasures—you should definitely be able to crack each other up.

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Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire wears us out. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want

have some pretty great friends that know how to make me feel better and to make me stop crying. :) 

I heard you laughing in a crowd outside a restaurant we used to go to
I caught a glimpse that stopped me in my tracks
It took me back
You looked happy with that little girl on your shoulders, happy
I know where she got those crystal eyes of blue
Time’s been sweet to you

[Chorus]
As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye

I don’t regret it
The time we had together
I won’t forget it
But we both ended up where we belong
I guess goodbye made us strong
And yeah I’m happy
I found somebody too who makes me happy
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/carrie-underwood-lyrics/good-in-goodbye-lyrics.html)
And I knew one day I’ll see you on the street
And it’d be bittersweet

[Chorus]
As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye
Yeah, yeah

[Outro]
As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you got to let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Yeah someday you’ll see the reason why
There’s good in goodbye, yeah
There’s good in goodbye

What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess I’m in spending all my time with you There’s nothing else I’d rather do. What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in, cause I can’t get enough Can’t stop the hunger for your love. What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess I’m in